earthly-zpiritual-experiences

when one questions people about
if they have ever had a spiritual experiences
in their life
almost 90% have said (to me) that they never have had any
........which is very sad
especially if they have been regular church members for decades&decades

eye have had many zpiritual experiences
mostly they have occurred within nature
or in indian ceremonies(which eye rarely speak of........)
. ....... but my very first experience was in a katholic church
when eye attend'd a katholic mass
eye usually alweighs zat up in the balcony when the choir wasn’t zinging
or in the chapel(off to the side of the main altar)

this particular zunday
eye went up to the balcony to watch over the kongregation & mass
‘n’ eye & another high school classmate noticed
there were ladders leaning up to separate individual rooms
leadin’ all the way up to the bell tower & towerin' steeple
we climbed up the different ladders to each smaller room
then finally entered the bell tower chamber
......at that exact moment with the pigeons cooing & the sky in our eyes
the church bells began ringin' &clangin'
we looked at each other and we both filled with this enormous feeling of goodness
.....like man....dig it.......this is where god’s angels hang out
.....not with the mass & kongregation weigh down below in the church
we were instantly touched by the zpirit......or as katholics zay.......the holy ghost
or as st. hilary once said
"the most empty places are full of the angels of god"

why eye now surmise why most religions were brought back from
the deserteddeserts & darkforests
& mountain tops & burning bushes & the lakota's white buffalo calf woman

years later eye composed the following peom
about another zpiritual awakening moment in my life
kamouflaged in the disguise of t’is poetical-peom


the big thing about my home

if you can look out of the window
as far as what
your mind can see
then and only then
you will be able
to know
where i live

and my nearest neighbors
are a half mile away
and when it rains
you can stand on top of my house
on your tiptoes
and see for a good two miles
without
having anyone wonder

what in the hell you’re doing
on top of the roof
on your tiptoes
in the pouring rain
-michael&orf

filling me eyes&lungs&spirit full of that invisible pure energy
to be tapped into at one of those rare-precise-euphoric moments
in timeless-time............within the raindrops or the zoft-zenzational-rain
ironically eye used‘ hell’ in slang terms of what eye would describe
now........ as an experience with nature & divinity

we all know 'it' is out there.............you recognize 'it' .......when you feel 'it'
you can’t touch 'it'..............when "it" somehow touches you
......yet you find "it" next to impossible to translate into words
but you’re never the same( sane) again......
............being ‘ touched’ is what the indians call it

(((((((why some people have their proverbial heads in the proverbial clouds)))))))

eye often think of the movie........"the hunchback of notre dame"
maybe that is what victor hugo was really trying to describe&portray
how close the hunchback & the gypsy girl where to real love & divinity
'n' the rest of the judgmental-maddin'-mob-crowd where ignorant of.......

there are ztill many undeformed&unrecognizable quasimodo’s in the world
giving sanctuary to many of the falsely accused lady gypsies & witches & wenches
.........where there is love.......
.......evil seems to arrive & tries to destroy & separate

.................................but love is often not of this world or ever should be

like my andorfism original quote....... "does evil think good is evil"
(please get back to me on that.........in this life tymne)

eye often think about how the handicapped & mentally challenged
are the ones closest to god...........they are god’s children & earthly angels
mother teresa’s profound ((((saintly)))) line about them
-jesus is dressed in the disguise of the poor-
why eye have always been a defender of the less privileged&oppressed&minorities
nothing brings out my unmetaphorical sharpsword & heavyarmor & shinyshield
then when someone messes with the defenseless & innocent & angelical
. .............those who are zecretly touched kind of like liddle olde me...........

eye had a medicine man one time ask me
" why did i get along with so many minorities & different cultures & races"
..........eye guess eye didn't know why..........
.....because he zaid........."you wear the eyes of equality"
very few people do ........they deceptively wear the eyes of prejudice & discrimination
they look down at other people
(then they try to find something else wrong with them
.....besides there skin color or hair or clothes or speech or religion)
not look straight at them
...... face to face .........eye to eye......heart to heart......soul to soul

this reminds me of another quote..........
" whom the god’s wish to destroy they first make proud"
- ?

no one is any better than anyone else
some human beings be more intelligent in special unique subjects like
mathematics or science or writing skills or art(measured in i.q.tests)
or being able to memorize (facts & figures) better than others
while some people are much better & smarter in growing flowers or healing animals
or carving wood or fixing an automobile
or being an invisible humanitarian or anonymous hero or reformed outlaw
we all have our special godly gifts..........for creating or healing
once the higher power’s spark is ignited inside of us
no wonder some of us look so suspicious......................

does the name of krazykounterklockwisekrosseyedkountinkoupkoyoteeeeye
,,,,,,,,,fit.......
..........zing me your kowlin'koyote zong & eye’ll zing you mine

a stranger among the strangest of the strange

an ole hi-skool klassmate
asp me.....that if anyone ever ask'd me if i was a little strange............
of course my immediate response was.........

what is the opposite of strange
............pretending knot to be ztrange
eye have never have met anyone 'normal'
at least once u git to know them a while
........all humans are 'krazy' man........fruitcakes.....off the deep end

(never forget that only dead fish swin with the stream..............malcolm mugeridge)

touched people hang around with touched people
they recognize the force shining out from within
& they travel to the beep of a different drum

(you judge the genius of a country by how many eccentrics it has...........john stuart milles)

old poet line by james hershey
........the general public is suppose to go and do likewise(flockofsheep/seagulls)
a poet is suppose to go and do otherwise(goat/loneeagle)

a poet's job is turn vintage words & heavy-thoughts & inner-feelings
inside out & backwards & downsideup
........... like a painter does with a collage
make people think .........knot be braindead

like ole thoreau's line of ...........living lives of quiet desperation

to be able to get intoxicated with verbal inspirations
knot booze or drugs or neurotic-escapisms
.......why eye probably get drug tested at work more than anyone else
& eye half been klean & zober for nearly a quarter of a century

last sept. in a sante fe nude mexico............flea market.........
eye met an artistic-artist
who wrote eye for i..........tymne for time.........be4 for before........peom for poem
for some reason we instantly mentallybonded

..........the poetry police kan never revoke or zuspend me poetikal license
like the rest of the kritikal & paranoid jealous wurld does to kreative people

most people ignore most poetry because
most poetry ignores most people
-adrian mitchell

the chief enemy of creativity is "good taste"
-pablo picasso

eye rest my case.............parenthetically without being too rhetorical&redundant
& & & 'n' unrepressed

when you get a few dazzling daze
aweigh from being sixty-sexy-one-ish
you need things to keep your mind pre-occupied & wandering & inspired
one musk half a favorite mind-traveling-window in2 the kosmos/galaxy
where you tap into a muse & mentor
as they tap back into you
............opening up unlimited doors of perception
((( light my fire....breakontotheotherside......jimimorrison)))
wynn your dead your dead
.........wynn your alive ....be totally full of aliveness
nothing more quiet & still & speechless than a cemetery
no one should be more active & alert & full of mischief than a poet
.........never know when you compose your last verbal-acrobatic-feat of semantics

time to watch a liddle "harold & maude"..........lauff my derierre off the couch
check me imainary abnormalacy into the closet
let the reel me be only me
till nex tymne....................folks...........keep-on-bloggin-in-the-freeze-wurld

peace&luv&the beatles&kinks&zombies&animals&zappa&guns&korn
-krisskrossedkounterklockwisekoyote-